sleep would be good... but im writing this instead

for you people. feel special? =]


so...
hooray i got featured

hooray i got partnered

hooray leuke made me awesome banners =D

and to think i wasn't even going to post that video. huh.

I feel compelled...

...To write a blog. Although, i have no idea what to say. I dont like being in this position. Someone throw me a topic. Oh wait, this isnt twitter. ok then.

woops, forgot i was writing this. I was looking at my competition in the "most subscribed guru's". how sad. well I DONT CARE.

i bet your thinking "what. an. idiot". i guess i am. i swear im actually not much of a competitive person, its just those damn other gurus who post stupid videos like corageousjohnny. grrrrr.

ok someone make me stop.

Man i'm a bitch.

twitter is down. so i came here

I just saw the new twilight trailer and it makes me want to go and scream at whoever is in charge of when movies are released in Australia and tell them to give it to us on the 12th of December like the rest of the world. Not that I'd actually be in the country at that time, I'm not even sure if i'll be here when its released in January... maybe i get back from France a week after or something. By the way, i haven't mentioned this before, but I'm going on exchange to France for 6 weeks at the end of the year. Yeah.

I am so incredibly happy that its the weekend. I really feel like sleep right now, but I'm going out to dinner with the rents and siblings, oh yay. I'm not even hungry.

What I Did In English Today

Jealously
Expansion of power, pushing others aside
Where you are now, is because you lied
Some acceptance, but mainly disgust
They all know what you did was unjust

The cunning tricks with aim to achieve,
Forcing others to believe,
That what you gained, through stealth and deceit
Proves the only way to win, is by cheat

The stinging wrath, the burning hate
Come from jealously or created by fate
The bitter smiles and ice cold glares
Is what happens for winning Musical Chairs.



lol. obviously this started out as a serious peom, but thats what happens when i am rushed. We just had to write on the theme of Jealousy, a poem or short story or essay. yeah.

i miss you. and i hate that.

i love you. i deffinetly dont hate that.





yeah. felt like writing this. carry on everyone.

post birthday blog

~note to self. txt zoe at 12:00~

Ok, considering i've already written a huge rant today (in which i totally abused my power as a member of the staff at forevertwilight.com to state my opinion, but whatever, too many people are complaining about this awesome picture at the bottem of this post), im going to keep this short, im all typed out. So now i am officially 17, and that makes me happy, as much as im going to want to be younger in the next couple of years, at the moment i dont mind growing older. Plus, birthdays are nice, you get stuff. =]. I had more stuff to say, but i forgot just now cause i got up and forgot i was writing this.

(I love this picture)

dot points

• im tired. cant do full sentances
• i saw chris today. already miss him
• my phone is being a bitch. i so need a new one
• i bought 4th wheel of time book. i need to finish the 3rd already
• its almost thursday. ahhh!

bye.

Tidy

Omg my room is clean. Heck yes. I can see the floor. I dont really like the colour of it. Oh well, give me a couple of days and i'll will be nice and messy again =]

getting tidy

I'm pretty proud of myself, I've settled into a pretty good routine at home, which is something I usually find hard - organisation and consistency is not really something I excel at, I'm probably more of the Messy/" I'll do it when i feel like it " type of person. But i do sometimes have days when im like, oh my god i need to clean my room, and i do it without complaining. I'm in that mood now woot. But I'm writing a blog instead of cleaning. ah.

i should go and do that then.

*blasts music*

bored

i've actually had a pretty productive day. Although, i didn't really do all that much. And now, im really bored, so i'm writing this. Probably should be reading. Thats what i think i'll do next. I went and checked the staff email for forevertwilight.com, and read an email from the lovely Hannah, informing us all that our Character Bio's are due in tomorrow, so i had a small freak out and got right into it. We all had two characters each, and i guess mine were quite easy, Alice and Esme, which are pretty awesome characters. And if anyone doesnt know what im talking about when i say Alice and Esme, heres who they are (if you can be bothered to read it)

Alice:

Full Name: Mary Alice Brandon when she was a human, but known as Alice Cullen ATB (After The Bite). Alice’s name was changed to fit the “Adopted Daughter” image that she gained after becoming a member of the Cullen Family

Known As (Nicknames): Alice

Gender: Female

Date of Birth (in () put how old tech.): Alice’s real date of birth is unknown, as is most of her actual human life. It was found that she spent the majority of her human life in an asylum, because of her ‘visions’, that perceived her to the humans of that time as crazy. However, it is later estimated that she was born in 1901, in Biloxi, Mississippi

Date of Creation: The date of Alice’s creation is also unknown, however, it was before the 1950’s, which is when she and Jasper found Carlisle. Alice was created by an old Vampire who worked at the asylum, in order to protect her from the murderous tracker, James, who had a strong affiliation to Alice’s blood, similar to how Bella’s blood calls to Edward.

Distinguishing Characteristics: When described, Alice is always professed as very short, and extremely graceful – not to mention fast. At 4’10’’, Alice has short black hair and is described as pixie-like. Alice’s eyes, like all the Cullen Vampires, are Gold, sometimes black, to show her hunger.

Heritage: American – born in Mississippi

Family: Human family unknown, ATB family consists of Carlisle Cullen, Esme Cullen, Edward Cullen, Emmet Cullen, Jasper Hale and Rosalie Hale and soon to be (hopefully) Bella Cullen.

Origin/Ethnicity: Unknown

First Appearance: Alice’s first appearance is in Twilight, and is seen sitting at the Cafeteria at Forks High, sharing a table with her “brothers and sisters”. Alice is seen by Bella Swan, and is described briefly, as Bella’s attention is elsewhere.

Gifts/Talents: Alice’s Gift, apart from the usual traits of a vampire (incredible beauty, strength, velocity etc) is to see the future, through visions. Usually seeming random, sometimes Alice is able to bring on a vision herself, but that is not always successful. All of Alice’s visions come true, unless events in the present alter the future.

Car: Alice’s car is unknown (I think) before Eclipse, when Edward buys Alice a Yellow Porsche, to bribe her into keeping an eye on Bella.

Personality: Alice’s personality is a fun and bubbly one, very energetic, but also slightly stubborn. She is kind, and has a very amusing sense of humor.

Actor: Ashley Greene

General: Alice is a very lovable character, one who can show her own, despite her size. She is lively, and has an incredible fashion sense, and therefore a tenancy to shop, a lot.

Esme:

Full Name: Esme Cullen (real name unknown)

Known As (Nicknames): Esme (Ez-may)

Gender: Female

Date of Birth (in () put how old tech.): Real date unknown

Date of Creation: Also unknown, estimate around 1920’s, 1930’s

Distinguishing Characteristics: Esme Cullen has long brown hair and she is of a medium height, she is described as very motherly looking – very warm and inviting.

Heritage: unknown

Family: Esme had a son before she was a vampire, but he died from a lung infection. Her family is now the Cullen family, and Carlisle is her husband.

Origin/Ethnicity: unknown

First Appearance: Esme first appears in Twilight, when Edward takes Bella to his home for the first time, where she has met the whole family except for Esme.

Gifts/Talents: Esme’s talent is her loving and nurturing nature. It is an ability to love anyone at all in a motherly fashion.

Car: unknown

Personality: Very motherly, and extremely kind and forgiving. Seems to see the good in everyone.

Actor: Elizabeth Reaser

General: Esme is the mother of the Cullen family, and loves all her vampire children as if they were her own, and shows Bella that she will lover her like a daughter when she becomes a part of her family.



I'm such a nerdfighter.

haha.

so much to write down

So wow ok i really have a lot of stuff to say, but my mind is going at like 200km per minute and so it'd seem that my thoughts dont want to be organised. But i will try. If this doesnt make sense then im sorry. So, yay im making a blog not so long after my last one yesssss. I'd check exactly how many days but that'd mean that i would have to stop typing, and then i'd probably forget a whole lot of stuff, although im pretty sure i've forgotten everything anyway.

Its like 7:30pm and i only JUST got home from my beach house, which shouldnt even be called a beach house right now, i mean, it was way to freaking cold to even step outside, let alone actually GO to the beach. But my mother is crazy, and thought it would be nice. At least i managed to talk both her and my little sister out of staying another night, they both wanted to, but i think i would have gone insane if we had. It usually is way more bareable, cause usually, i kinda take my laptop and i maybe used my neighbors wireless... but that hypothetical internet did not seem to want to hypothetically work this time, so i had no internet. And then, this morning, my phone died, so if i had stayed another night, i wouldn't have been able to talk to Chris, and that would suck. That reminds me, i need to call him back.

Another reason i really couldnt stay at the "beach house" was becuase i need to make my vloglovers video, and i would have been able to upload it. Dammit, i said i would actually make an effort for my video this week, but theres no time. grrrrr. another boring vlog. oh well. I promise that next weeks will be good. i hope.